I'm so sorry.

Hey Robert,

I know I haven't been treating you the way you deserve to be lately. So many emotions runing through me, I seem to be taking everything all out on you. Words are not enough when it comes to how sorry I am. I realize that you are trying hard to work on getting your life in order. And I really respect that. I am proud of you, and always right next to you for support. I just want to be the perfect wife for you. Oh how those days couldn't come any sooner. I know you will make an amazing husband, and some day a great daddy.
I realize sometime I say things that I don't mean and it hurts you. And I guess there isn't any real good excuse why, but all I can think of is that I am just so scared. Scared that maybe I'll get to close to you and one of us gets hurt, or afraid of messing up. I just hope that I make you happy for the rest of our lives. I love you so much, with all my heart and soul!!!!!!

Love always, Rebecca Lynn (aka: The Wifey)

I want to runaway with you!

Robert,
I would give my life for you. You are my everything! You know I love you. And I want to get together and run away, just me and you. Will you run away with me?

You are the most incredible man that I have ever met and I want to be your wife someday. Through all that we've been through, you never once left my side. Through think and thin. If I could runaway with you, I wouldn't even think twice. You deserve the best and I want to make you happy, forever and always. I thank God that you are in my life and pray that He keeps you safe so we can be together forever. I'll always be right by your side, no matter what. Tell the whole world you belong to me, you are my everything. My heart bleeds for you and my soul longs to be with you. I want to get lost in love with you. This love I have for you is oh so real. I've never felt this way about someone. You make me the happiest..EVER! Baby I've been thinking lately, so much about ya..everything about ya I like it, I love it. Kissing ya in public, thinking nothing of it. Talking on the phone, baby ya so sexy. I miss ya and I really want to kiss ya, but I can't until next time we get the chance to see ya. And I hope that is soon. Till then sweetheart, xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo - Rebecca Lynn -aka: Your future wife

Haha. This was us hanging out at Josh's house for youth group one night. We all played a little bit of Rockband 2. It was so much fun! I love that I can be my goofy self, and he is right beside me being just as goofy! Love you babe!

Robert You Have My Heart

I loved you then, I love you now and I will forever love you with all of my heart! You are the most amazing guy I've ever met. And I can't wait to spend the rest of our lives together!! You are everything I've been searching for and more. I feel so safe being in your arms, and I melt every time you kiss me. I could see forever in your eyes, and the way you stare right back in to mine, makes me feel on top of the world.

I love you baby forever and always!!

- The Future Mrs.
♥

I love you

There is this boy and he kind of has my heart. His name is Robert W. Barkwill. I love him with all of my heart and soul. The life we lead together will surely be blessed. God has wonderful plans for us.